New beginnings, New outlets

Okay...
So this will be a short one. But if you follow my blog already, or have read previous posts... then you know that this is the point (in my usual song and dance) where I vow to do things differently, devote more time to myself, devote more time to my writing, blog more frequently and more meaningfully, yada yada yada... You should also know that this is also the part where I tell you that I mean it, you can count on me, and you won't be disappointed when you read. But I mean it all, it's not just crap... I'm making a promise to myself to do better... but I also promised my best friend which means way more to me than a measly promise to myself...
So this is the first of many...
I think I'll do that 30 songs in 30 days thingy... or maybe post my bucket list and vow to actually complete some of the items on it (once I complete the list itself)... I don't know... I need motivation I guess.. And even more than that I need time...
But my thoughts are doing that thing again where they overpower me and take me over... So I need an outlet... And since my social life is becoming more nonexistent by the millisecond (THANK YOU PHD!!!)... I'm turning to you people... Don't let me down... MAKE ME BLOG! Give me a reason to blog... Create interesting blogs yourself to give me inspiration... Do your part (lol) and I in turn will do mine...
I guess this is turning into a rant which I'm fine with... But I should warn you that this will get dicey...
My social circle (aka the circle of trust which I'm sure I've mentioned and if you know me at all, you're fully aware of it) gets smaller and smaller which I am fine with... But the problem is this... I don't like public bashing and therefore though I would like to use my blog as a source of unloading, I am trying to do so without it coming off as if I am going in or rather weighing in heavily on someone in my life... because that list of folks is so very slim... But I'm confident in my ability to keep it clean and neutral and as general as possible as the list of things that get under my skin or bother me are usually based on the principle of the thing anyway...
LOL sorry I'm rambling so I'll stop now... But I promise I'll be back...
Always...
-Nesh